28.2.10

Fix you.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

27.2.10

who I am

I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I want a break of madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am
Shaking it off Shaking off all of the pain Breaking my heart Breaking my heart once again

26.2.10

nunca te tuve y nunca te perdi :/

Quedate un momento asi, no mires hacia mi que no podre aguantar, si clavas tu mirada que me llena al cuerpo y me ha pasado antes que no puedo hablar. Tal vez pienses que estoy loca y es verdad un poco, tengo que aceptar. Pero si no te explico lo que siento dentro, no vas a entender cuando me veas llorar. Nunca me senti tan sola como cuando ayer, de pronto no entendi mientras callabas. La vida me dijo a gritos que nunca te tuve y nunca te perdi. Y me explicaba que el amor es una cosa, que sera de pronto en forma natural lleno de fuegos si la fuerza se marchita, sin tener principio llegas a un final. Ahora tal vez lo puedas entender, que si me tocas se quema mi piel. Ahora tal vez lo puedas entender y no te vuelvas si no quieres ver.









En todo recuerdo hay una ráfaga de melancolía...

25.2.10

Duele verte.

Duele verte con un tipo al que le faltan las ideas, y le sobran argumentos. Duele verte anesteciada, porque asi se dio la cosa, porque asi quizo tu suerte. Mientras yo caliento el banco de suplentes, con la camiseta puesta pa' incluirme en tu futuro. Mientras yo te doy de dia lo que él no cumple en las noches. Aqui esta tu clandestino pa' jugar al escondite como amante guerrillero. Pa' cubrir de tus carencias, de ternura y desenfreno. Aunque yo no este en la foto de la sala de tus padres ni en el bautizo del sobrino. Es que tu ahora tienes dos y a mi me dividen una. Cierra puertas y ventanas que el mismisimo cielo pondra una sucursal. En el septimo piso, a las once cincuenta mientras duren los besos y permita el reloj. Cierra puertas y ventas, que en noventa minutos habra que comenzar. Las caricias que caben en los huecos que dejan los encuentros furtivos y la soledad.
Puede ser que tu conciencia te castigue por las noches y te aliente en las mañanas. Puede ser que un dia de tantos, nos quedemos sin futuro y tu sigas con tu teatro. Mientras tanto dame un beso atrincherado, de esos que por ser culpable son como agua en el desierto. Tomame como al tequila de un golpe y sin pensarlo. Que si alguien sale ganando eres tu querida mia aunque pienses lo contrario.

evita lo que ya pasaste.

"No lo perdones si te deja, cultiva en tu odio, nunca seas generoso en olvido, si el se va... Si te deja no digas adiós, o: ''¿Que vamos a hacerle?'', no pidas perdón, no repases nuestras fotos y mirandole a los ojos regalale eterno tu odio. Si el se va no trates nunca de entenderlo, maldice sus pasos, nunca creas sus despedidas, sus promesas, su explicación. Y provoca llanto y dolor, que queme su conciencia como el sol, que el adiós le corte como una cuchilla, no te confundas: el es el asesino. Porque cuando el se va alguien lo esperara en la esquina, en otros brazos reirá con otras mentiras, dirá: ''Te amo, cuanto tiempo te he estado esperando'', y te olvidará, todo habrá muerto, y aquel otoño nunca habrá sido nuestro. ¿Para que mentir? Que el se lleve aunque dure poco, tu odio para siempre."
Ismael Serrano

Mientes tan bien.

Que te quedaras conmigo una vida entera, que contigo adios inviernos solo primavera. Que las olas son de magia y no de agua salada. Yo te creo todo y tu no me das nada. Que si sigo tu camino llegare hasta el cielo. Tu me mientes en la cara y yo me vuelvo ciego. Yo me trago tus palabras tu juegas un juego, y me brilla el mundo cuando dices juego. Cuando dices siento, siento que eres todo. Cuando dices vida yo estare contigo. Tomas de mi mano, y por dentro lloro, aunque sea mentira me hace sentir vivo. Aunque es falso el aire, siento que respiro. Mientes tan bien, que me sabe a verdad, todo lo que me das. Y ya te estoy amando, mientes tan bien, que he llegado a imaginar que mi amor llenas tu piel y aunque todo es de papel. Mientes lo se.
Nadie puede silenciar las voces de la conciencia...

23.2.10

Goodbye my lover.

Did I dissapoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty, or let the judges frown? Cause I saw the end before we'd begun. Yes I knew you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what is mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there. I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart, you touched my soul, changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that i knew it when, my heart was blinded by you. I have kissed your lips, and held your head, shared your dreams, and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend. You have been the one for me.
I'm a dreamer, but when i wake, you can break my spirit, it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, remember us and all we used to be.
And I love you, I sware it is true.

22.2.10

When you miss someone, you can't replace.

Kilometros

A varios cientos de kilometros, puede tu voz darme calor igual que un sol, y siento como un cambio armonico, va componiendo una cancion en mi interior. Se que seguirlo suena logico, pero no olvido tu perfume magico, y en nuetro encuentro telefonico, he recordado que estoy loca por ti. Que todo el mundo cabe en el telefono, que no hay distancias grandes para nuestro amor, que todo es perfecto, cuando te siento, tan cerca aunque estes tan lejos. A varios cientos de kilometros, tiene un secreto que decirme mi dolor. En cuanto cuelgues el telefono, se quedara pensando en mi corazon.

A puro dolor.

Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento, pero me hacia falta escuchar de nuevo, aunque sea un instante tu respiracion. Disculpa se que estoy violando nuestro juramento, se que estas con alguien que no es el momento, pero hay algo urgente que decirte hoy. Me estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte, agonizando, muy lento y muy fuerte. Vida devuelveme mis fantasias, mis ganas de vivir la vida, devuelveme el aire. Cariño mio sin ti yo me siento vacio, las tardes son un laberinto, y las noches me saben a puro dolor.
Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla que no me ha afectado lo de tu perdida, pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol.

21.2.10

Billy.

Billy's leaving today, don't know where he's going. Holds his head in disgrace, he can't escape the truth. He knows the price that he's paid. He admits that it's too late to admit that he's afraid. Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate. The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late. Old doors are closed but he's always open, to relive time in his mind. Oh Billy. Billy's leaving today don't know where he's going. He's got lines on his face, they tell the story of his pain. He accepts it's his fate. He admits it took too long to admit that he was wrong. Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate. The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late. Old doors are closed but he's always open, to relive time in his mind. Oh Billy. Once he was a lover sleeping with another. Now he's just known as a cheat. And he wish he'd had a mirror; looked a little clearer. Seen into the eyes of the weak. Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate. The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late. Old doors are closed but he's always open, to relive time in his mind.
Prefiero confundirme por propias decisiones, no por las de otros...
A veces en la vida hay vinculos que nunca pueden romperse. A veces si puedes encontrar a esa persona que te apoyará sin importar lo que pase. Quiza encuentres una pareja y celebres la boda de tus sueños. Pero tambien existe la posibilidad de que la persona con la que puedes contar toda la vida, la persona que te conoce, a veces mejor de lo que te conoces, sea la misma persona que ha estado a tu lado siempre.

20.2.10

Shine on.

Are they calling for our last dance? I see it in your eyes, in your eyes. Same old moves for a new romance. I could use the same old lies, but I’ll sing. Shine on, just, shine on! Close your eyes and they'll all be gone. They can scream and shout that they’ve been sold out, but it paid for the cloud that we’re dancing on. So shine on. Just shine on! With your smile just as bright as the sun. Cause they’re all just slaves to the gods they made. But you and I just shone. Just shone. And when silence greets my last goodbye, the words I need are in your eyes, and I’ll sing.
Del dicho al hecho hay un largo trecho...

18.2.10

flaca.


Entre el "no me olvides" me deje nuestros abriles olvidados en el fondo del placard, del cuarto de invitados, eran tiempos dorados, un pasado mejor. Aunque casi me equivoco y te digo poco a poco no me mientas, no me digas la verdad, no te quedes callada, no levantes la voz, ni me pidas perdón. Aunque casi te confieso que tambien he sido un perro compañero, un perro ideal que aprendio a nadar, a volver al hogar para poder comer.

Me dediqué a perderte.

Como es que nunca me fije que ya no sonreías y que antes de apagar la luz ya nada me decías Que aquel amor se te escapo que había llegado el día que ya no me sentías que ya ni te dolía Me dedique a perderte y me ausente en momentos que se han ido para siempre Me dedique a no verte y me encerré en mi mundo y no pudiste detenerme Y me aleje mil veces y cuando regrese te había perdido para siempre y quise detenerte Entonces descubrí que ya mirabas diferente me dedique a perderte
Te hace bien, tanto como hace mal. Te hace odiar, tanto como querer y más.

16.2.10

Butterfly.

I'm taking a moment just imaging that I'm dancing with you
I'm your pole and all you're wearing is your shoes
You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on until I write a song about you
And you have your own engaging style
And you've got the knack to vivify
And you make my slacks a little tight, you may unfasten them if you like
That's if you crash and spend the night
But you don't fold, you don't fade
You've got everything you need, especially me
Sister you've got it all
You make the call to make my day
In your message say my name
Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all
Curl your upper lip up and let me look around
Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down
And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch
Because they're the perfect jumping off point of getting closer to your

In my place

In my place, in my place Were lines that I couldn't change I was lost, oh yeah I was lost, I was lost Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed I was lost, oh yeah Yeah, how long must you wait for him? Yeah, how long must you pay for him? Yeah, how long must you wait for him? I was scared, I was scared Tired and underprepared But I wait for you If you go, if you go Leaving me here on my own Well I wait for you Yeah, how long must you wait for him? Yeah, how long must you pay for him? Yeah, how long must you wait for him? Please, please, please Come on and sing to me To me, me Come on and sing it out, out, out Come on and sing it now, now, now Come on and sing it
Un placer haber cumplido tu capricho.

15.2.10

Wonderwall.

Today is gonna be the day that they are gonna throw it back to you. By now, you should have somehow, realize what you gotta do. I don't believe that anybody, feels the way I do about you now. Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out. I'm sure you have heard it all before but you never really had a doubt. I don't believe that anybody, feels the way I do about you now. And all the roads we have to walk are winding. And all the lights that lead us there are blinding. There are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't now how. Cause maybe, you are gonnna be the one that saves me, and after all you are my wonderwall.

12.2.10

Hey Jude.

Hey jude, don't make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her into your heart. Then you can start to make it better. Hey jude, don't be afraid, you were made to go out and get her. The minute you let under your skin. Then you begin to make it better. And any time you feel the pain, hey jude refrain don't carry the world upon your shoulders. For well you know it is a fool who plays it cool, by making his world a little colder.
Hey jude, don't let me down, you have fonud her, now go and get her. Remember to let her into your heart, then you can start to make it better. So let it out, and let it in, hey jude begin, you are waiting for someone to perform with. And don't you know that it's just you, hey jude, you do, the movement you need is on your shoulder.

11.2.10

If i ain't got you.

Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within And I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you Some people search for a fountain That promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love him Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share With no one who truly cares for me

Perfection?

Sinceramente, yo no creo en el "hombre perfecto". Primero, que no hay nadie perfecto. Y segundo, que eso que llamamos "perfecto" es el hombre que cada uno quiere, porque si lo amas, lo amas como es, con todo lo bueno y lo malo. Por eso es "perfecto", porque lo amas sin lugar a dudas y es al que vos siempre quisiste. Entonces, esa perfeccion es lo que cada una busca, que obviamente es diferente, porque nadie es igual.

Life is not the amounts of breaths you take, is the moments that take your breath away.
I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe

Try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
See him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all

The call of the wild is still an ordination why
And the order of the primates
All our politics are too late
Oh my, the congregation in my mind
Is this assembly singing of gratitude
Practicing their living for you

10.2.10

Me sorprende la habilidad que tienen para que no los entendamos, y menos, que nosotras sepamos que se les cruza por la cabeza.
Un tarron de sal, un rayo de sol, que adonde digas que tu quieras que yo vaya voy, eres mi desliz, mi pais feliz, mi primavera, mi escalera al cielo si, por eso sigo aqui, camino contigo, y nunca podria decirte que no.

9.2.10

High

Beautiful dawn
Lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world, I'd rather wake up and see, with you.
Beautiful dawn I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn
Melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end, of time?
Beautiful dawn
You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
You're losing touch with everything.

Cual.

Para elegir, hay que saber cual es el debe y el haber. Hay que mirar de frente al sol, sentir a pleno el corazon. Para vivir, hay que correr el riesgo de poder perder, equivocarse hasta caer. Llegar al fondo de mi ser. ¿Cual es el costo de ganar? ¿Cual es el miedo de perder? ¿Cual la carrera, cual la llegada? ¿Cual el camino y cual la cortada? Si me animo y si no puedo. Si me atrevo y si no llego. Si te pierdo y no te encuentro. Si me escapo, hoy me quedo ciego. ¿Cual es la forma mas clara y segura? Elegir bien y que no qeden dudas, yo sigo probando mientras voy pensando qué hacer.
I will be around
When you think its over
I won't let you down

If your luck runs out
And when it feels like life is holding you down
Whenever you need me
I will be around
Don't worry this won't last forever
You'll be alright better late than never

8.2.10

Yellow.

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you and everything you do. Yeah, they were all yellow. I came along, I wrote a song for you and all the things you do, and it was called yellow. So then I took my turn, what a thing to have done and it was all yellow. Your skin, your skin and bones turn into something beautiful, and you know, you know I love you so, you know I love you so. I swam across, I jumped across for you oh, what a thing to do. Cos you were all yellow, I drew a line, I drew a line for you. Oh, what a thing to do and it was all yellow.

Las amo ♥
Me retiro de este juego, ya no tengo vidas para jugar.
I feel a separation coming on Cause I know you want to be moving on I wish it would snow tonight You'd pull me in, avoid a fight Cause I feel a separation coming on
Just prove, that there's nothing left to try Cause the truth, I'd rather we just both deny You kissed me with those open eyes It says so much, it's no surprise To you, but I've got something left inside
Don't surrender, surrender, surrender Please remember, remember, December We were so in love back then, Now you're listening To what they say Don't go that way Remember, remember, December Please remember,Don't surrender
You said you wouldn't let them change your mind Cause when we're Together fire melts the ice Our hearts are both on overdrive Come with me, let's run tonight Don't let these memories get left behind

risaaaaaaaaaaa

Todo todo todo es tuyo si queres, queres? Con una sonrisa mira que facil es, pronto se contagia, se hace carcajada. Y ya, no me duele nada! No se compra la sonrisa, ni se vende el amor, no hay con que pagarlo, es millonario el corazon. Aqui solo te ensañan que todo hay qe pagar, pero tengo mi risa, y nadie me la puede comprar.

6.2.10








Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Taking it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously







Just take it easy And celebrate the malleable reality Nothing is ever as it seems This life is but a dream

















El amor cómplice se hace más fuerte.

make it mine.

Wake up everyone How can you sleep at a time like this Unless the dreamer is the real you Listen to your voice The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue Lip and the neck will appearI don't wanna wake before The dream is overI'm gonna make it mine Yes i... I know it I'm gonna make it mine Yes i'll make it all mine I keep my life on a heavy rotation Requesting that it's lifting you up Up up and away And over to a table at the graditude cafe

4.2.10

creo que tenemos que charlar
quiero que me digas la verdad
porque me haces mal y no me parece muy normal
siempre que te llamo te negas
y si te busco nunca estas
si ya no te sirvo mátame
pero no confundas el amor
con una estúpida obsesión

yo te quiero mucho lo sabes
pero conmigo no juges
si ya no soy tu gran amor mejor me voy ♪

3.2.10

Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where your heart races when you see them.
When you ache when they are not there.
You only yearn for their return.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love when your head can only think about them.
Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where only your future is all that matters.
You see them in your arms forever and ever.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in real love?
I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.
~Hans Larsen
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous

If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong
Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired of having to live without you
well, I don't mind
sleeping to dream about you, oh i'm so tired.

2.2.10

Finding nemo.

-Nadaremos, nadaremos, en el mar, el mar, el mar. ♪
-Hoy no comiste hoy, no no no, no comiste hoy, estas a dietaaaaa ♪
-Es un gran chico, tranquilos, perdio a su hijo Fabio...
-P. Sherman calle Wallaby 42, Sidney
-Los peces son amigos, no comida.
-Burbujas, burbujas!!!!
-Tiburoncin uh ja ja!
-Eres mi conciencia?
-Pueden decirme como hayar una direccion? bla bla bla, mi mi mi, bla bla bla.
-Tu hijo chencho?
-Hola chiquitin, yo lo llamo Squishi, y él sera mio, y sera mi Squishi, acu cu gaga gugu gaa, AU. Malo Squishi, malo Squishi.
-Guau, grandioso. papa me viste?, me viste? viste, viste, viste? viste lo que hice? -Sí, que gran onda Chiqui!. -Dame esa aleta, choque, suaaaaaaaaaave.
-Medus, duuuulce, exaaaaaacto.
-A su hijo Pancho..
-Tal vez solo hable cetáceo. Nooooosotrooos quereeeeemos eeeeeeeeencontrar a suu hiiiiijo. -Ves se esta alejando. -VUEEEEELVEEUUU. -No va a volver, lo ofendiste. -Tal vez diferente dialecto. -Dory eso no es cetaceo, hablas como infeccion estomacal. -Voy a hablar tiburonez. -No trates con tiburones. -Waaaaaa, ruaaaaa. -Dory, así cantan los charros. -Más fuerte: ruaaaa, wwuarrr. -Es muy orca, sono eso a orcaleano?. -Eso no suena a orca, es algo que no habia oido. Y que tal si esta hambrienta?. -Tranquilo las ballenas no comen peces payaso, comen krill. -"Alejense"- -Que tal, Krill!
-Señoooooorrrrr, graaaaaaaciiiiiiaaaasss. -Guau, ojala yo hablara cetaceo

you and i both.

Was it you who spoke the words That things would happen but not to me All things are gonna happen naturally Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side And balancing the whole thing Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in lines And the bright light turns to night Oh, until the dawn it brings An other day to sing about the magic that was you and me Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of, and others just read of Others only read of the love Oh, the love that I love Love, love. See, I'm all about them words, Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words, Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words More words than I had ever heard And I feel so alive. Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of. And others just read of And if you could see me now Oh love, love, you and I, you and I. Not so little, you and I anymore. And with this silence brings a moral story More importantly evolving Is the glory of a boy. Cause you and I both loved. What you and I spoke of And others just read of And if you could see me now Well then im almost finally out of, finally out of Finally, well I'm almost finally, finally Well, I am free, oh I'm free And it's okay If you had to go away Oh, just remember the telephones Well, they're working in both ways But if I never, ever hear them ring If nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else And that's okay Cause I'll remember everything you say

1.2.10

Ps: I will always love you.

"Dear Holly,
I don't have much time, I don't mean literally. I mean, you are out buying ice cream, and you will be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter. Because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go on memory lane or make you buy a lamp. You can take care of yourself, without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you change me. You made me a man by loving me Holly, and for that I'm eternally grateful. Literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you are sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you will try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life Holly, but I'm just one chapter in yours, there be more, I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid of fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life, that you know, ends.

PS: I will always love you.
Gerry."

se fue

sin el argumento de un pecado ilustre
o el presentimiento de una anomalía que amerita el caso
sin decirme nada sin decir por qué
sin una coartada o una explicación
sin una mentira escrita en un papel
sin las cursilerías típicas del caso
sin decirme nada, sin decir por qué
se fue

y yo pensando en el como si fuese único
aferrado a su ausencia como si fuese solida
pidiéndole a la vida que quizá la química
lo devuelva buscando algún beso mágico
Frente al espejo yo me pregunto ¿Que demonios es lo que querrá?
Y yo se que TODO te da igual.

not again


And maybe someday we will meet And maybe talk and not just speak Don't buy the promises cause there are no promises I keep, and my reflection troubles me, so here I go.